Simone

Since I was a little boy at the age of 2 I got a cat for Valentines Day, and her name was Simone and I had her since then. She was like family to me and I always have had her since then, But Friday night, I was with some friends and I came home and I saw her on the ground sleeping, and i called her name and she wouldn't wake up and I looked at her again and I didn't want to think she was dead, because she wasn't that old, she was only eight years old. I lifted up her head and her eyes were open, I said to myself she can't be dead. But she was gone and I just felt like she was my only thing I had of my childhood and somethign vauleable. I just couldn't live without her. So the next day I had to take her to the animal shelter and that had to be the hardest thing for me was to give her up. I just looked at her and knew she was in a better place, but I just couldn't be happy without her, she like family to me. and now she's gone and I couldn't let her leave. I know that it might have been for the best, I don't know what happened to her, but I just wanted to make a post about her and how I miss my cat, Simone . I just want her back, Yet sometimes I think it's just a dream and I can't wake up. I know it's too much but that cat meant everything to me, and I just can't be happy without it.... All I want is for her back and to be happy. Nothing can ever replace her... All I want is her to be back and alive and happy, I never had todeal with a death really, but I just can't get over it and I don't think I ever will. But it's hard thinking she not there anymore, but she'll always be in my heart, I just needed to get all this out on here, and it helped alot, because I can't talk to no one about this.
Simone R.I.P.
2000- 2011