Something i love

Out of my whole 14 years of existing on this planet, I have had my ups and downs, but the thing is i needed something to entertain myself. Something that would make life enjoy able. I know that this may sound weird but i have a crazy obsession of reading horror books. Crazy, I know. But  i hate horror movies and anything that has to deal with murder or thrilling  and i can't deal with   picturing bodies dead and lying there. trust me.
     I don't know how to explain why I like them, but when I read the kind of books, it gets me interested on who the murder could be, or  why the reason they did the. it get's my heart going. I just need to continue to read, all the other books  I have to read about with groups. they lose my focus. If you gave me any book based off a horror movie, I would read it. I just love having this feeling of  who i think the murder is or what the problem is.
       A book I am reading right now is, " I Know What you did Last Summer" and i am in love with it, from the movie it makes the book  look so much better, there's more to the book it tells you. like the situation and the scenes. It is completely different. but i like to compare the books to movies it gives me the idea to pick what i like better about this or that. Even though I can't stand when it gets to a good part and you can't put down the book, but you have to, and i just love that i want to finsih reading the part/chapter.
        When i watch a horror movie, i just can't watch it, I am one of those people who can't deal with people popping out of the blue at any minute and etc. but i love to just watch because i need to know what will happen. it goes just the same with books, because I have such a wild imagination  and so when I read, I image me   as the main character and in the situation. May seem weird, but that's why i like to read them so much. they make me think about what the possibilities there is from my point of imaging what is happening. If someone ever gets a mysterious/ murder book. I would read it first to tell you if I enjoyed it. I want to be the source  of those kind of books. It's like an adventure to me, a Qwest to finish as much as I can.
                 Everyone knows i don't read. I'll be honest. i never do but after this year really when i got more into my English class and heard about all these books it made me think i neeed to step up a new schedule. I need to read  more, but something I will enjoy and keep me wanting more to read, When i read, Draw to Dark,  I really liked it surprisingly. and I wanted more.